It's been a while I'm not updating my blog.I'm actually don't have desire to write.I'm lazy i cant deny that.Well,mostly it's because i do not want to read.When i don't read i don't have idea.When i don't have idea i don't want to write because it will make me write something that's not so important.Something that just involving my feeling like right now.I hate that.
Yes,without realise it's already 2015.We go this far.Just 5 years more to arrive 2020.I don't have any idea how we got this far.When there're moments we think we are not capable anymore to face the trials or obstacles but yes we still here you know.Look how Allah pulls you out from your problems. When there's a day that saddened you.When you don't have any trust to keep move on.When you feel tired.When your day is just nothing but gloom.You keep move on and Allah keep helping you turn out all your problems till today you realise that you still breathing and having a life.Isn't that amazing?It amazes me whenever I flashback all the moments.
Besides.it is a must to have new target or goal in this early stage of the year.I dont have one.I dont want to frankly.All I hope is to just fix back what I failed to do before.All the mess i did i want to re correct back.My relationship with Creator,parent,friends and others.
To sum up,i want to put a lot of effort.To struggle more.Struggle to read more books,listen many lectures and ideas.To vomit my own ideas here.Frankly,there're so many time i decided to delete this blog as I'm not using it at all.I even don't have any useful knowledge to share.It keeps me thinking run a tumblr is much better.But i don't know why every time i want to delete this blog there will be obstructions.Many times i tried and the results still same.
I think that's all my thought on 2015.May this year brings you luck,happiness and contentment.
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