Friday, 22 March 2013

The Pain

   


 بِسمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحمٰنِ الرَّحيم       
                       


Assalamualaikum..Bukan niat nak mengadu,tapi hanya satu perkongsian.Pernah dengar ulser mulut?huh penyakit tu selalu serang aku,sakit dier..Allah je tahu.Dan waktu tulah, mulut aku yang jarang sebut nama Allah,akan sebut namaNya..Ya Rahman,Ya Rahiim..mungkin salah satu hikmahnya aku kena penyakit ni..and I'm really grateful..





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Kawan2 banyak bagi cadangan letak garam,kumur air garam,minum air manyak2,taruk bonjela dan blalbla.
And im try.Dan bila sakit ni,aku teringat peristiwa Rabiatul Adawiyyah dalam satu kisah :

Suatu hari, Rabiatul Adawiyah terlihat seseorang sedang berjalan-jalan dengan kepalanya berbalut sambil menagih simpati daripada orang ramai. Kerana ingin tahu sebabnya orang itu berbuat demikian, Rabiatul Adawiyah bertanya, "Wahai hamba Allah! Mengapa engkau membalut kepalamu sebegini rupa?"

"Kepalaku sakit." Jawab orang itu dengan ringkas.

"Sudah berapa lama?" Tanya Rabiatul Adawiyah lagi.

"Sudah sekian hari." Jawabnya dengan tenang.

Lantas Rabiatul Adawiyah bertanya lagi,"Berapa usiamu sekarang?"

Orang itu menjawab,"Sudah 30 tahun"

"Bagaimana keadaanmu selama 30 tahun itu?" Tanya beliau lagi.

"Alhamdulillah, sihat-sihat saja." Jawabnya.

"Apakah kamu memasang sebarang tanda di badanmu bahawa kamu sihat selama ini?" Tanya Rabiatul Adawiyah.

"Tidak." Jawab orang itu ragu-ragu.

"Masya Allah, selama 30 tahun Allah telah menyihatkantubuh badanmu, tetapi kamu langsung tidak memasang sebarang tanda bagi menunjukkan kamu sihat sebagai tanda bersyukur kepada Allah. Jika sebaliknya, pasti manusia akan bertanya kepada kamu sebabnya kamu sangat gembira. Apabila mereka mengetahui nikmat Allah kepadamu, diharapkan mereka akan bersyukur dan memuji Allah." Jelas Rabiatul Adawiyah.


"Akan tetapi, kini apabila kamu mendapat sakit sedikit, kamu balut kepalamu dan kemudian pergi ke sana sini bagi menunjukkan sakitmu dan kekasaran Allah terhadapmu kepada orang ramai, Mengapa kamu berbuat hina seperti itu?" Sambung Rabiatul Adawiyah lagi.

Orang yang berbalut kepalanya itu hanya diam seribu bahasa dan tertunduk malu denga perlakuannya. Kemudian dia beredar meninggalkan Rabiatul Adawiyah dengan perasaan kesal dan insaf.

Dan aku tertunduk malu..Aku sangat merinduinya..Sakit itu bukan apa2..hanya satu rahmat daripada Ar Rahman.Sebagai satu kafarrah buatku.
#Kisah tu via here.

Look Into My Eyes


 بِسمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحمٰنِ الرَّحيم









Look into my eyes
Tell me what ya see
U don't see a damn thing
Cuz u can't relate to me

U blinded by our differences
My life makes no sense to u
I'm the persecuted one
U the red, white and blue

Each day u wake in tranquility
No fears to cross your eyes
Each day I wake in gratitude
Thankin' God He let me rise


Ya worry 'bout your education
And the bills u have to pay
I worry 'bout my vulnerable life
And if I'll survive another day

Ya biggest fear is getting a ticket
As ya cruise your Cadillac
My fear is that the tank that's just left
Will turn around and come back

Yet do u know the truth of where ya money goes
Do u let the media deceive your mind
Is this a truth that nobody knows
Has our world gone all blind
Yet do u know the truth of where ya money goes
Do u let the media deceive your mind
Is this a truth that nobody knows
Some one tell me

Oh let's not cry tonight
I promise you one day it's through
Ohohoh my brothers
Ohohoh my sisters

Oh shine a light for every soul
That ain't with us no more
Ohohoh my brothers
Ohohoh my sisters

See I've known terror for quite some times
57 years so cruel
Terror breathes the air I breathe
It's the check point on my way to school

Terror is the robbery of my land
And the torture of my mother
The imprisonment of my innocent father
The bullet in my baby brother

The bulldozers and the tanks
The gasses and the guns
The bombs that fall outside my door
All due to your funds

You blame me for defending myself
Against the ways of my enemies
I'm terrorized in my own land
And I'm the terrorist

Yet do u know the truth of where ya money goes
Do u let the media deceive your mind
Is this a truth that nobody knows
Has our world gone all blind
Yet do u know the truth of where ya money goes
Do u let the media deceive your mind
Is this a truth that nobody knows
Some one tell me

Oh let's not cry tonight
I promise you one day it's through
Ohohoh my brothers
Ohohoh my sisters

Oh shine a light for every soul
That ain't with us no more
Ohohoh my brothers
Ohohoh my sisters

American do ya realize
That the taxes that u pay
Feed the forces that traumatize
My every living day

So if I won't be here tomorrow
It's written in my fate
May the future bring a brighter day
The end of our wait

Oh let's not cry tonight
I promise you one day it's through
Ohohoh my brothers
Ohohoh my sisters

Oh shine a light for every soul
That ain't with us no more
Ohohoh my brothers
Ohohoh my sisters







The Starter

 بِسمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحمٰنِ الرَّحيم

Assalamualaikum.

My first entry means my first inspiration.I doing this blog to improve my english besides to share my life as a student and of course to spread the beauty of this deen,Islam.

Actually, we always a student whether we're working or not.We learn alot from our past,and we always learn something new everyday.This dunya just temporary because we will back to our creator,Allah.