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Tuesday, 15 September 2015

A good day to write again?!

Salam.I'm not writing here for a long period.To be honest,this year is the toughest year to me.I failed so many times and i cried a lot.I even gave up on my dream.That's life.It will not call "life"if there's no pain and trials to garnish your life.To spice up your spirit.To teach you how to fly like a bird with its wings of hope and fear to Allah.So then you find the real you and achieve the inner peace in you.Often,we use to listen the phrase in the Quran that "Allah does not burden any soul with more he can bear". Indeed,but the tafsir doesn't limit there.Allah will not burden his servant unless it is good for his slave's potential.That's why we face different trials.The purpose of the trial is just to reveal  the good in you and nourish the capabilities and strength running throughout your blood.I found myself in peace to know the hidden meaning of this ayat.But sometimes,my busy life makes me forget this powerful phrase and I became stressed and felt down into any negative feelings and thoughts.
I guess that's why we need the reminder.To attach your soul to the reminder that reminds you of Allah.Anything such as dhikr,reciting the Quran and contemplation (muhasabah).

As today,i've watched the "Cars movie" with my baby brother and i cannot lie that this fiction movie contains  great messages to the viewers.I watched it several times in the past years, it just i have chilling mood  today to watch a movie.It is an amazing journey for us to watch as Lightning McQueen,the racer stranded into the infamous town and had to compensate the damage that he has done that night by fixing the road and etc.There,he met a lot of friends like Sally,Meter that care for him for who he is.The most important are he found Doc Hudson(the legend in the car race) yet became his 'coach' in the Piston Cup Championship.He won the race.

I relate the story  as Allah plan's for his slaves.That story is narrative.But in real life, the hardest part always brings out the wisdom in life.You can not see the stars unless in the darkest hour aight?Sometimes,He put you in the certain place of nowhere so then you can find gold.Things you need for your potential in life.That's how i start to believe again and relearn to tawakkal to Him.That's all.



Sunday, 3 May 2015

PART 2

"Making a decision was only the beginning of things.When someone makes a decision,he is really diving into a strong current that will carry him to places he had never dream ed of when he first made the decision."

"People need not to fear the unknown if they are capable of achieving what they need and want."

"We are afraid of losing what we have,whether it's our life or our possesstion and property.But this fear evaporates when we understand that our life stories and the history of the world  were written by the same hand."

"And,when you cant go back,you have to worry only about the best way to moving forward.The rest is up to Allah,including the danger."

"And you are ought to read more about the world"

"Because i don't live in either my past or my future.I'm interested only in the present.If you can concentrate always on the present,you'll be a happy man."

"If he pushed forward impulsively,he would fail to see the signs and omens left by God along His path."

"It' like the camel driver said: Eat when it's time to eat.And move along when it's time to move along."

"If I'm really part of your dream,you'll come back one day."

"I must have no fear of failure.It was my failure that first kept me from attempting the Master Work."

"They believe that if they have to know about something Allah wants them to know,someone will tell them about it."

"All of us know that whoever believes in dreams also knows how to interpret them."

"Life attracts life"

"Remember what i told you : the world is only the visible aspect of God.And that what alchemy does is to bring spiritual perfection into contact with the material plane."

"Everything that happens once can never happen again.But everything that happens twice will surely happen a third time."

"Be aware of the place where you are brought to tears.That's where i am,and that's where your treasure is."



"Maktub."

Quote from THE ALCHEMIST

Assalamuaalaikum

I decided to write the quotes in every book i read just to remind myself and contemplate the events and how much i had go.Generally,The Alchemist is such beautiful story and genuinely teach the readers about life notebly to those who had/has passions and who want to pursue His/Her Personal Legend.
So,here the qoutes i found interesting :

PART 1

"He told himself that he would have to start reading thicker books:They lasted longer,and made more  comfortable pillows."

Everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should lead their lives,but none about his or her own.

World's greatest  lie : That a certain point in our lives,we lose control of what' happening on us,and our lives become controlled by fate.That's the world's greatest lie.

It's what you have always wanted to accomplish.Everyone,when  they are young,knows what their personal legend is.

It's a force that appears to be negative,but actually shows you how to realize your Personal legend.It prepares your spirit and your will,because there is one great truth on this planet : whoever you are,whatever it is that you do,when  you really  want something,it's because that desire originated in the soul of the universe.

Everything in life has its price

When each day is the same as the next,it's because people fail to recognize the good things that happen in their lives every day that sun rises.

In order t find the treasure,you will find have to follow the omens.God has prepared a pth for everyone to follow.You just have to read the omens that he left for you.

As he mused about these things,he realized that he had to choose between thinking of himself as the poor victim of a thief and as adventurer in quest of hiss treasure.






Sunday, 4 January 2015

2015!

Assalamualaikum.

It's been a while I'm not updating my blog.I'm actually don't have desire to write.I'm lazy i cant deny that.Well,mostly it's because i do not want to read.When i don't read i don't have idea.When i don't have idea i don't want to write because it will make me write something that's not so important.Something that just involving my feeling like right now.I hate that.

Yes,without realise it's already 2015.We go this far.Just 5 years more to arrive 2020.I don't have any idea how we got this far.When there're  moments we think we are not capable anymore to face the trials or obstacles but yes we still here you know.Look how Allah pulls you out from your problems. When there's a day that saddened you.When you don't have any trust to keep move on.When you feel tired.When your day is just nothing but gloom.You keep move on and Allah keep helping you turn out all your problems till today you realise that you still breathing and having a life.Isn't that amazing?It amazes me whenever I flashback all the moments.

Besides.it is a must to have new target or goal in this early stage of the year.I dont have one.I dont want to frankly.All I hope is to just fix back what I failed to do before.All the mess i did i want to re correct back.My relationship with Creator,parent,friends and others.

To sum up,i want to put a lot of effort.To struggle more.Struggle to read more books,listen many lectures and ideas.To vomit my own ideas here.Frankly,there're so many time i decided to delete this blog as I'm not using it at all.I even don't have any useful knowledge to share.It keeps me thinking   run a tumblr is much better.But i don't know why every time i want to delete this blog there will be obstructions.Many times i tried and the results still same.
I think that's all my thought on 2015.May this year brings you luck,happiness and contentment.


Saturday, 6 December 2014

.

It's terribly suck
How can a sister act like that? Hurting other's sibling whether physical or mental.
I'm not even support them yet I keep hurting them.
Why I acting this way?Putting my mom in this bad ambiance make my day worst.She already burdened by lots of things and I kept adding the mess in the house.

Ma,
I'm really sorry I'm not helping you a lot
Not helping you do the chores.
Even i do not interested to lend my hands in the kitchen.
I'm sorry :(